Wordsseldomsaid

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at the half way point…what i have discovered so far…

hello…i just wanted to share with you a few of things i have found out two weeks of my one month commitment…

1. whenever ones starts anything of this nature…it is good to know that with one person in the family not eating as often or as much, it makes for some serious leftovers if the cook does not minus out from the meal  what the one person is not eating before they cook it…

my wife learned that lesson the first week…but not before making too much food for the first few days…so then they had to eat leftovers…because she cooked too much food to start with…but GOD be praised we had enough for her to cook too much…

2.  i have found that i have lost some weight, but have lost no energy at all…as a matter of fact, it is like…often i have to force myself to eat the one meal a day because i just don’t have an appetite…so it is not proving to be too difficult a task to carry out my mission…and not only so, but my meals have become smaller, i guess due to my stomach shrinking…it takes much less to feel satisfied now…about just a little over half as much as before…

3.  it was quickly pointed out by my better half, that it was not really feasible to take the cook or uncooked food left over, that was meant for me, to the food bank, so she suggested an alternative…she said to calculate how much i would spend or rather, how much each meal would have cost me, and give that amount, or buy food still packaged with that amount and give it to the food bank…

a smart cookie that one is, huh?…

4.  (and this goes along with #2) one should plan on either finding new pants, or having their old ones tailored(which i can do myself thankfully)… when it is over…as for an example…without a belt NONE of my pants that fit well two weeks ago, will stay up now…lolol…for real…i know it sounds impossible after only a couple of weeks, but it is true…if i do not have a belt on, i must hold them up or they will fall completely down…bwahahahahaha!!!…i learned that the hard way the other day, but luckily no one was around…lolol….

5.  workouts…well…i kind of hurt myself while working out…i have just now been able to “slowly” get back into the groove of exercising…i have found no noticable effects on my routine as of yet due to the commitment, but i cannot be sure at this point since i had to take time off due to being hurt…but the injury does still act up and i must watch with care anything that has to do with straining my arms, stomach, back ect…well, you get the point, i am sure…i can still work out, but must do so cautiously and not with the vigor i used before i got hurt…  

anyway and on a couple of sidenotes:

i think america did a wonderful job responding to the myanmar crisis….what a fine example they set for the world to follow…to be kind to those who consider you an enemy when they need help, is truly a GOD-like quality…that was awesome!…GOD be praised…

the earthquake in china was a sad but necessary event…but may all things done be considered done, according to HIS will alone…

May 14, 2008 Posted by wordsseldomsaid | Uncategorized | | 4 Comments

do i have to do it again sir?…

i plainly told you i would not ask for anything special the next time…i told you over a week ago, it would take me a while to get my strength back after the last one, and you know i told you it takes two or three days for the event to happen after meditation…

i told you…that makes five in a row now sir…

do you still have your head in the sand?…are you still trying to explain it away with logic?…

i came really close this time didn’t i?…it is easy to make them happen…nothing to it…only i refuse to read the news now afterwards…that way, it does not sting…

so much…

i will try again soon…as soon as i recover from this one(about several days to a week)…you know it takes me a while…several days, like i told you after the last one…

you think i am a freak and a nutcase…but at this point, i think you are in serious denial, or not bright enough to see…and i know you are smart sir…

are you really that much in refusal?…how much clearer does it have to be?…i have told you before everyone, yet you still act like a jackass…i even told you on the one before this one it would be in the next two or three days and WHAM!…there is was on time sir…same with the one before that..and before that…

and i told you i needed time to recoup…and that it takes several days to do so…that time plus the time following(one to three days as i said it takes to happen after requested)…and WHAM AGAIN!  i mean come on

it is no ones fault but yours sir…as much as i love you…it is no ones fault but yours…go out and look…look at it sir…it is your fault…NOT MINE!…

i am just a……..“tool”……..remember?…

keep shaking your head…you look silly now and you know it…we, you and i know the truth…you know i have warned you and what i said i would do, and you know it has happened repeatedly in the time frame i allotted and was given before hand by me…are you going to lie about it?…call it luck or happenstance five times in a row?…yes sir…five in a row…

just like i told you the several times before it would happen and that no one would be seriously hurt or killed or rather i would ask for that to be the case..and NONE were were they sir? …and then i told you after the last time, before this one, when i got strong enough again to do it, i said i would not ask for that to be the case or for it not to be the case but would leave it up to GOD, and would not make any special request for sparing…

ADMIT IT SIR!…WE BOTH KNOW IT IS TRUE EVEN IF YOU DON’T WISH TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT!..ISN’T THAT SO COMMRADE C.?…

you should know i can and you do know i can!…and if you don’t know by now…you are willingly blind…and refusing the truth…

i don’t enjoy this sir…not at all…but you leave me no other options!…

sir…

in so much love it spills into eternity,

seldom..

May 13, 2008 Posted by wordsseldomsaid | Uncategorized | | 2 Comments

a political rant…(it should prolly just be ignored, since i am not political)…

politics are funny to me…i have read so many views about the candidates in this years election…it is really far out man…

it is like the ’scienctist’ whose site i just visited, …he says he has the authority of science, then double talks around everything, with no real proof to show he can support what he says…yet this guy stood like a blind ego-maniac on things he nor science can prove, and has not proven, yet he screams like they have…or screams, (in faith), that they will prove it someday(which is what this guy basically did)…and refused to engage in any real dialect on the issues…

it is the same way with the political camps in the democratic party…

with close to sixty percent of clinton’s(who really won the dem. race, truth be told) folks saying they will never vote for obie, and if he is the nominee they will not vote or vote third party…if they keep to their word, obie doesn’t have a snowball’s chance in hades of winning in the general…but i am sure the leaders in the dem. party think/hope those people will come around in the fall…

unless of course hillary is the v.p. …then i am sure that would cause those straying sheep to come back to the fold so to speak…and they would support their party then, to support her…

in the general, there will be no playing with the votes…no discounting these, and blocking those…

i like obama a lot…but i read this statement at another blog and must say, as an outside person who doesn’t care one way or another who wins…i found it very truthful…

bigben said,

“Ok people goto Obama’s web page and go to Hillary Clinton’s web page. People on Hillary web page are nice and really no bad mouthing of BO.
Now go to Obamas , people there are nasty and the things said about Hillary was just plain mean.”

yes, that has been what i have discovered as well…obie, does have a few good ideas he has shared…but his people for the most part are not capable of discussing them…they are  not, with all the education they spew they have, able to meet challenges made to those ideas, or any of their campaign’s ideas, in any manner of intelligence or dignity…just raves and slanders of all who would dare question them…and fling a few names like bigot because the think someone might not be voting for him…lololol….i guess they think if they scream that loud enough it will shame people into voting for him…it won’t…but it might well have the opposite effect…

of course at the clinton sites, i have often heard the term…’misogynist’…hurled a lot at those who speak against hillary’s ideas, as well as some other terms, but not on the level of vile goofiness that comes from obie’s people…

of course if one disagrees with mccain they are a ‘liberal’…

so since i am not supporting any of them… i guess that makes me a bigotted, misogynistic liberal…bwahahahahaha…however that works…even though i am not for or against anyone running… 

obie is my favorite though…he is cool, at times funny, energetic, and a great motivator…

but his health care plan is weak and insufficient…way too limited…

he has given no real plan for rebuilding, improving, and sustaining a true infrastructure program…something that is very important for the economy, national security and employment…

he floundered in a test of national defense…

and honestly, hillary did romp on him in their last debate,…and after that whippin’, who can blame him for not wanting another one…lololol…

and yet many say he is the man for the job, which is fine by me…but when asked why they think so…they respond..

“are you a bigot?”….

sounds like they have been reading from the homosexual play book…it goes like this…

’scream stupidly at all who even question you, call them names, and hope the questions go away….if they don’t…scream louder, call more names, and threaten…and hope they go away‘…

that is the m.o.  ..easy to read through and should be brushed off as weak..

plus, that won’t work at all in the fall of the year…the republican base will not give a crap about the names the dem’s sling and will laugh at them, accepting many of the names as a badge of honor…

the word bigot has been used and over used to the point most don’t care if they are called one or not…and misogynist is hot in it’s heels

it weakens the words and the tactic’s power, everytime they are misused or used to try to shut up someone or extort(which is all it is in these cases)… the words lose their effect and are seen more and more clearly for what they OFTEN are,…nothing but the acts of abusers who wish to use fascist type moves to push forth their agendas

those words should be resrved for use in cases when they are truthful and required and not used to coerce people into supporting a politician they may not agreee with…nor will it work to use them in that manner…

mccain must be laughing the hardest…but if hillary and obie get together, he will not laugh so hard then…

also, i hear the hillary camp saying…”she has the experience”…

whatever?…

she may have been a senator longer, but being married to a president does not qualify one to be a president, imo…if so, let your doctors spouse operate on you when you need a surgery…

she does have more experience than obie does though, but that may be a fault and not a help…

because it is like, americans seem to be fed up with the present things in d.c. …so perhaps it may be the more one seems like an outsider, the better the public will like them…

but maybe not…often that works well at first, but when the time comes and people consider the situation closely…

“familiarity”…seems to bring comfort…but obie has the money to make his name very familiar…and has been doing so with ease…

also, the thought of real change, scares many folks…they love to hear it spoken about…but i have found, when the chance to make it happen comes along, many times people find they prefer to keep things like they are…not all of us are that way, but there are many…

that is something that must be overcame no matter who is elected…things cannot continue like they are…imo…

May 13, 2008 Posted by wordsseldomsaid | Uncategorized | | No Comments

what i have found so far…

what i have discovered at this point in is…

unless it spawns some type of activity….there is no real compassion…

and without compassion…there is no real change…it appears to be the strongest weapon in the whole of the arsonal…when nothing else can create change…and guarantee success …true compassion can…..

i will update you if this view changes as i endeavor to look more deeply into it and what true compassion is…be blessed…and know any sincere words of understanding on the matter, from anyone, will be much appreciated…

ps…everything else is fine…praying y’all are as well….

May 9, 2008 Posted by wordsseldomsaid | Uncategorized | | No Comments

crossing all bounderies in HIS body…a call to duty…

Matt 7:21 “Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven.

22Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
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lk 17: 5
And the apostles said unto the Lord, Increase our faith.

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And the Lord said, If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye might say unto this sycamine tree, Be thou plucked up by the root, and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you.

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But which of you, having a servant plowing or feeding cattle, will say unto him by and by, when he is come from the field, Go and sit down to meat?

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And will not rather say unto him, Make ready wherewith I may sup, and gird thyself, and serve me, till I have eaten and drunken; and afterward thou shalt eat and drink?

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Doth he thank that servant because he did the things that were commanded him? I trow not.

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So likewise ye, when ye shall have done all those things which are commanded you, say, We are unprofitable servants: we have done that which was our duty to do.

 

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a lot of talk has been going on, both in side of and outside of the church, about change and the need for change ….such talk is electrifying and to hear people speaking out in any group showing they have noticed change is necessary, and they want change should be encouraging to everyone…

but it takes great personal sacrifice and endurance to peacefully create an environment, that naturally produces change…causing it to sprout up quickly out of the ground and it roots to bury themselves deep in the good soil, growing into a tree so beautiful, so strong, that it cannot be toppled over and torn out of the ground when the storm rages against it…

one can be assured the storm will blow hard to destroy the tree, but it will be shown when the sun shines again, that it did nothing more then produce proper moisture for the tree…

and what the storm itself considers harmful to the tree in it‘s effort to damage, will give the tree the drink it needs to grow bigger…to produce *the fruit* of real change…and with such fruit, we can feed the nations…

but to do so takes more than just words…the first group in the first text above, stood before the KING and gave words about there words they spoke on HIS behalf…these were rejected….they offered nothing but lip service about their service…

and then in the second text we see something totally different…and not only so, but we are advised on what we should say during that great hour

can a servant praise himself as profitable for doing nothing but the job he is told to do?…

if all we have done is our basic duties…do we have reason to boast, just because we did what was required of us?…

to talk a good game is fine…but words in and of themselves are meaningless unless they motivate us into an effort to develop that which they seek…

it is like…it takes considering those with nothing, just as important as ones self, in which we find the right soil for growth…

it is believing the lives of those who, to outward appearances, seem like the least important, means just as much as any other…even our own…

and it is when we can ourselves, as individuals, reach the point of seeing those who suffer as clearly a we see ourselves, that we have become an unstoppable phenomenon…..not only so, but, nothing less will be strong enough to resist the storm that will be created, when we truly decide to grow *the fruit* of equality unpolluted…

it is apparent that it will take a willingness to give beyond the levels of what many would consider unthinkable….to not only stop the looming crisis, but if the determination is strong enough, we can insure such a thing could not happen by the same means again….

i read the above text and i think of when JESUS spoke of a great day, in which everyone who claims HIS name will stand before HIM, and HE said HE will divide them up…the sheep from the goats…and tell the sheep…well done…you have fed ME when I was hungry, clothed ME when I was naked, came to ME when I was sick and in prison…and HE said those sheep will say…”when LORD…when have we done such a thing”…and HE will say…in that you have done it to the least of these, you have done it unto ME…

but to the goats HE says…depart from me…for I was hungry and you did not offer any food…naked and you did not offer any clothes…sick and in prison and you ignored ME…and HE said they will answer HIM…”when LORD…when did you see you hungry and did not feed you, naked and left you so, or sick and in prison and did nothing to comfort you”…and HE said HE will answer…in that you did not do it to the least of these…you did not do it to ME…..

to fed the helpless, the least of us, is our basic duty…

and to my brothers and sisters in the universalist camp…i find my self looking at you …and tell you plainly, while on your doctrine we continue to disagree….i must ask..

if there is any substance to it…if there is truth in your teachings that all will eventually be saved…then i must say from reading the holy scriptures…that i cannot see the possibility of it happening any other way, then those who are among the elect, who are taken from every human tribe under heaven…in love shedding tears for those who stand in judgment and judged as rejecters….and in my eyes it would have to be in the power of sorrow in love…that would run down our eyes for our loved ones who kneel defeated…and HIS desire to see our happiness…and our eyes dried, that HE will wipe away every tear, and moved HIS hand in mercy for us who love HIM, for the sake of those we love…

and in HIS love to serve us…only in that thing so magnificent as humble love…could the unbeliever be finally spared and relieved from his proper reward…and mercy in that instance triumph over judgment…

when JESUS took a child and said, unless you be converted, and become as a child, you will not see GOD’s kingdom, was HE not in fact telling us that is what that holy place is filled with?…and if it is so filled…then when we have children dying of hunger needlessly…inexcusable….are we not then taking what little heaven on earth we have, and putting it through hell?….JESUS asked peter…do you love me…peter replied in the positive…and JESUS said…then feed my sheep…

and to you my brother and sisters in universalism i appeal to you to judge…if in that love…that just punishment which is most deserved may can be possible undone…and if in that same love every tear will be dried…then I ask you, does not that same love require us, when we see suffering now that can be alleviated by our hands, does not that love require us to suffer with those who suffer now…and even if it is true, that the punishment spoken of so often is only for correction and but for a season, long or short…and all partake of it for a season, long or short, as many of you teach…then i ask you plainly…would it not be better…and more convenient and logical…more devout and proper…knowing the wrath of GOD…

to do what we can now, and suffer now with those who suffer now, while and by trying to help them…than to suffer in that day from refusing to suffer now?…i say, as our LORD said, blessed be those who hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled…

it is our basic duty….

and to the arminians, as well as the catholics, i appeal to you based on your interpretation of scripture….if salvation retained is dependant upon our labor…and upon our doing good when good is required, and working hard when hard work is required….then I ask you, if you see one in need and say, “go be blessed and well fed”, but have done nothing to help the one who is naked or hungry, then what good have we done?…what profit are we now or in eternity….?…

if our GOD requires, which i do believe HE does, for those in HIM to love like HE lived…then what eyes of mercy we should looking through?…what hearts motivated to movement by compassion we should be demonstrating….in this hour which is bearing down on the world, should not the laborers of the harvest, be the first into the fields…to bring in that good harvest for HIS name, and in HIS name, so help us GOD…

can one truly believe, on any side, that if their good deeds bring blessings…and then turn away from offering to help those perishing, they can still count that as holy work?…there is no way such a thing can be…

in the old testament GOD told moses and the rest of the children of abraham, that HE was going to bless them, so that they could be a blessing to the nations around them…if we are too, the children of abraham by faith…and are blessed by GOD because of it…would it not stand that we are blessed for the same purpose…to be a blessing to those in need…to help them in HIS name and for HIS glory, that HIS name may be spread and praised?…

that is our basic duty….

and to all my like minded siblings in in true grace…if it is important that a tree produce *the fruit* that shows what type of tree it is…and if without that good fruit, the tree is worth nothing but to be cut down and tossed into the fire…and if it is true that good work is to believe in the one GOD sent and to love one another….then how can one say they are of the holy VINE, when they do nothing while people die needlessly?….

if reflecting HIS face in ours is what the elect is truly called to, and what we are saved for…then show me in scripture where our LORD saw one dying and did not either do something to help them, or die with them!…i make that challenge to you now…for in reading the holy words of our bible, i saw two groups…the ones who were dying and HE stayed them alive by HIS power…and the ones who where perishing that HE died for and with on the cross…

so in that vein i ask you…if we are so called and elected…isn’t the purpose of the calling to follow where HE leads us?….and isn’t our duty to serve HIM?…and did not our LORD say, if you wished to be great in HIS kingdom, then one must make themselves the servant to all?….we often quote the 23 psalm…and the part of our LORD preparing the table in the presence of our enemies…well if our GOD so prepares for us who could not feed ourselves, so that we may to grow strong into HIM…into that perfect man…should we not prepare the table for those who cannot prepare it for themselves in the presence of that same enemy,…that enemy whose works are darkness?…

is it not required a steward be found faithful?…

that is our basic duty…

when the rich young man came to JESUS and asked what he had to do to be saved…JESUS told HIM something about the commandments…the young fellow replied he has obeyed those things from his youth up…then our LORD said, but one thing you lack…go and sell all you have, and give it to the poor, and come and follow me…if that was required for that young man, in order to be a follower of JESUS, then it stands that if by doing so he was following JESUS, and that would point out that JESUS must have done the same thing…and so I say, that if we wish to follow our LORD, as HIS elect, it is not inconceivable to think one can do so, knowing others are perishing in hunger, and doing nothing but speaking words, when we can help?…and while HE may not require all of HIS followers to give everything away, still, in this story alone we are taught it takes more than words to show oneself a true follower and believer….as HE left and gave up all so we could be comforted by HIS HOLY SPIRIT, can we not follow such a bold example and sacrifice for a short season to prevent suffering…and to prevent it in HIS holy name?…

is it not our basic duty?…

in 1 john it is written, that our GOOD SHEPHERD came to destroy the works of the devil….to make them manifest and undo them….

well, siblings if there is any truth to that other than delightful words…other than just to make us feel good…then i ask you to recall with me the story of job…and how the enemy wished for GOD to remove HIS holy hedge from around that great man, so he could attack him…and when the devils desire was granted, the first thing he did was rise up and steal and kill what job had been given…for the devil is a thief and a murderer and has been so from the beginning…and that is his work…to steal and to destroy…

he attacked job’s food supply, his crops and his herds….such is the devils work…and such are the type of works our LORD came to manifest and destroy….and if our LORD came to do this good work, and we are to walk like our LORD walked, and do the work HE did and has called us to do, no matter what camp we place our tents in…then how can we say we teach and proclaim the gospel of peace, and not likewise do the same good work…and destroy the works of satan like we are called to do…like our LORD’s purpose for coming was do to…

this is nothing short of our duty…

it is our of work, no matter which doctrine’s banner we stand under….to preach the name of JESUS…but not just to preach it…to live it…

if we place our hands on this plow…and look back, we are not worthy of the kingdom of GOD…if we take hold to turn the ground in order to produce a crop…and stop and look at what is behind us….and look back to where we were…we are not fit for HIS work…for the field will not be plowed…nor the crops brought in, by looking to the past…but rather, now is the time of GOD’s favor…and in this time we shall work while it is light…before that darkness falls and no one can work in that darkness…

on that great day, when our day is past like that servant who fed HIS master’s cattle and then HIS master as well before eating…and the sun has set on our lives, casting long shadows and our night has moved in….in judgment we will stand before HIM and all we ever did will be shown to us and we will then be able to understand our true motives…and all our works will be laid bear before eternity to witness…

and when we stand before HIS great throne to face our judgment…let us not for a moment say, “LORD, look at all the good things we have said“…for that is the way of the wicked servant….

no children…for those who make such a grand statement trouble surly looms…for their treachery is displayed in their own words declaring their lack of action…of not doing their duty faithfully….

but rather if it is displayed that we gave our all in HIS name, serving HIM with everything we have, by serving our fellowman with our all, feeding them in JESUS’ name,…suffering with those who suffer and mourning wiht those who mourn…if that is shown, then let us in humility speak…and according to the advice of our SAVIOUR, let our only words be thus..

we are unprofitable servants, for we have only done that which is our duty to do!“…

 

 

 

 

May 2, 2008 Posted by wordsseldomsaid | Uncategorized | | 1 Comment

brief explaination…

in the discussion posted at…dandelion salad…(you can read the blog thread here)…

http://dandelionsalad.wordpress.com/2008/04/29/out-of-frustration%e2%80%a6and-in-weakness%e2%80%a6/

some one out of concern said to me:

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“I understand your impulse, Seldom. Through recent years, I’ve often thought of setting myself alight, amid signage condemning Shrub and His Thugs.

But you know what? We who do have hearts can surely find better ways to use them than by destroying or weakening ourselves. What they WANT is for good people to sink into powerlessness.

This bit of rabbinic lore strikes me as relevant:

“A Hassidic story describes a wealthy man who prides himself on his self-denial. He comes to his rabbi’s home and brags that he eats only bread with salt and drinks only water. The rabbi, horrified, orders the wealthy man to eat rich and nutritious meals and to drink wine. After the rich man leaves, the rabbi’s disciples are puzzled. The rabbi explains, ‘Not until he eats meat will he realize that the poor need bread. As long as he himself eats only bread, he will think the poor can live on stones.’ “

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now a couple of points that i have yet to address in this comment are one…this is not impulse…this is something i have felt, for a long time…this is a matter i have considered deeply… 

for two…the thing i have decided to undertake is not suicidal in anyway…but is  what i have figured, to be the best way for me to help….one month of one meal a day, and one day a week of being without a meal…coupled with giving to the food banks and those in need, what i do not eat but would have…will not kill anyone in good health…but may well save many people..

and it is something i can do…it is not a burden or hard sacrifice…

but i do believe that if the situation shows itself growing extremely dire…then the only thing to do is step up and meet the challenge…

and give more…and it was in that light i gave this answer provided below to the above quoted comment addressed to me….(i did correct a few of my typos for you, but am sure i missed some(wink))…

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…”there is only one way to make the necessary changes…

words cannot accomplish anything…in order to truly make something happen…it will take a willingness to sacrifice…i understand sacrifice is painful and many wish to be excused from…and whether or not to sarifice our goods and ourselves is a personal decision each must make…

but to find a temporary fix to a problem is fine…but finding a fix to the immediate problem is only a small part fo the solution…

it is in fact the weakening and sacrificing of ourselves that is the only thing that will make a difference…

to feed oneself undisturbed, while others perish in hunger, yet claim we are looking for a way to make change is self-deception willingly embraced…it is to join those who are causing the affliction and having a hand in it….

but if we set our minds….that our fellowhuman’s right to life, is just as important to us, and valuable to us, as our right to life, only then can true change come…

when we set our minds…on growing weak with those who grow weak…and perishing with those who perish…

then we are on the verge of something great…

nothing short of this true commitment will stand for long…

anything short of such resolve will be nothing more than a band aid on a large wound, that will never truly heal, unless such convictions and courage is displayed by all…

it will take more than one person, or one nation….but it can happen…and…

peace requires a peaceful solution….the whole establishment can be changed, be forced to change, simply by the people who do think all are of equal importance, and that every life matters, joinning in with those who are hungry and perishing…

and as they have less we share more…

and for the ones, and there will be many, who have that do not wish to share but who wish to take and make excuses while some have nothing and are dying because of it…know that is fine…

then those who care will then give more, and make up the lack of their not giving and sacrificing..

it is more than placing a meal in front of another person…it is about bringing a change that cannot be stopped…growing equality that cannot be destroyed…

as the powers, and those takers who find excuses not to help, or who look for convenient ways to help as long it is does not cost them any real thing, see that , many who keep their machine well oiled are willing to pay the cost…then and only then can true change take place…

if the weakest must perish for lack of food…if we give them our food…and as more grow in danger, we give more …and as the weak grow weaker, we grow weak with them…as they perish, we perish with them, and those powers that horde see their power fading away before their eyes, and the pillars that keeps the grand roof over their heads whithering and cracking away, threatening to peacfully and quietly bring down the ceilling on their heads by doing nothing more than suffering in compassion with those who suffer…they will be forced, without our raising a hand in voilence, to make the changes that are needed,…

if they see, that our resolve is so set, that we will give and continue to give…that we know keeping ourselves full while others are empty all the while saying i am looking for a solution, is truly the wrong way …

if they notice that we who keep up government are willing to pay the price those weak ones pay…are willing to partake of their suffering no matter the cost…that as the poorest die, and perish, we are willing to perish with them…they will realize…perhaps before it is too late, they must do something…

for if the weakest perish, and they see we are willing to perish likewise, they will also realize that soon following, they and their power will perish with us…as we who make up their power fade away…

and in that manner alone, is there power to make the change…

it is in the strength to grow weak…that we will find we are strongest…

and in the threat and display of a willingness to do so…

that there is power to change the world..

all else is just wind…that has blown time and again before, with no real results…while we have stayed comfortable, and lied to ourselves saying…”we are looking for an answer”…when the answer is in selfless sacrifice”…

……………………………………………………………..

and i am truly thankful to the comments made to me here in to my last blog post from those in HIS body who gave helpful prophetic words and wise counsel….

and i have considered what you have said, and  have taken the words of wisdom to heart that were provided to me and have prayed on this as wise counsel suggested..

and i will in my next post here…LORD willing i live and do so…tell what i have found after meditating on the word of the SPIRIT and the wise counsel together that was given by my sister and brother…and try to do so in the next couple of days…

GOD bless….

May 1, 2008 Posted by wordsseldomsaid | Uncategorized | | No Comments

out of frustration…and in weakness…

it is 5:05am…while it’s not unusual for me to fail to sleep, sometimes for days, the reason i cannot sleep tonight is different than it is at other times…

i tried to sleep, but this wierd cry, this strange sound of children crying, dying of hunger drove me from my bed…it was like a nightmare, a nightmare that was happening while i was still awake..it was surreal…it was real…haunting…

with the world on the verge of  what could be one of the worst human disasters in modern history, i find sleeping a struggle tonight…

i have often stated, and it is true, that within my circle of friends and associates, i am the poorest man i know…

but i could not get over the fact, that in the fact, that i had supper tonight, i was in that regard much better off than millions upon millions around the world…and in that regard, i fell an overwhelming thankfulness, but at the same moment, and overbearing shame…these conflicting emotions are raging in my soul..battling…

if i could, if it were in my power, i would feed every man, woman and child in the world, and none would ever know what it is like to go hungry…but i am just a man of meager means…with a voice so small, none need regard it for anything or any real purpose, and seldom do they…but that is ok…no reason why they should…

i know a few read my blog…and i know most of the time it is for laughs…and jokes…

i don’t mind being the butt of the jokes…being shown for what is truly easy for any to see…that i am as ignorant on most matters as one human could be and still be allowed to remember to breathe…

but there is a time, when one knows…though they cannot do anything, they have to do something…they have to do something…

i guess for me this is one of those times…where i wish i could do more, could do anything, that would make a difference…that would matter…even if no one knew i did it…

i am not a ghandi…or martin luther king…or JESUS CHRIST….

GOD knows i am no bill gates, or rockerfeller…or anyone of any type of importance on any level…

but i have this urge this morning…this beckoning deep in my soul…to do something…no matter how small or meaningless…

while i know a fast is to be private, and announcing it is not proper, but in fact shameful under most circumstances and doing so reneg’s any spiritual good it does the individual who is fasting…i  have decided to do the only thing i can do…

and fast one day a week, and eat only one meal a day the other days, for the month of may…in protest of what is happening, in compassion for the victims and those who will be victims,… in a desire to do something, even if it does not matter…

i am not doing it for spiritual gain…so i have no problem with sharing it…

but i am planning on fasting to be in spirit with those who face real hunger, and have no way of breaking their forced fast…to be in spirit with those who will, in the coming times, face dire need of something is not done quickly…

i know my missing four days of food and some extra meals is nothing …and will have no affect on the crisis…but maybe a day without food for me, will mean a days worth of food for another…

i don’t know…maybe it is stupid…perhaps so…

but when you can do nothing, but feel you must do something…what else can you do but what you can do?…

and being able to know-without doubt-in any given moment you are doing the right thing, is a rare thing indeed…and precious…

and though it may sound stupid to many, and be stupid to many, it feels like the right thing to do…like something i must do…the only thing one such as myself can do…

i do not know if anyone else is planning anything like this, and it does not matter if they are or are not…this is not about doing something because someone else is…it is not about being recgonized for what i am doing…

it is about doing the only thing i can do…it is about wishing i were able to do something that really mattered….it is about something besides….

me…

April 28, 2008 Posted by wordsseldomsaid | Uncategorized | | 3 Comments

ok maybe not..(on moving to myspace)

to my many readers who come by here(for whatever reason)…you know i have said something about moving to myspace…i think that idea is scratched…

i went there to look around and man, that was the most confusing, easy to get lost in place i have ever seen…it was worse than trying to make sense of the unie doctrine…

anyway…

i have a couple of more blogs here(at wordpress) that i am getting ready to fire up…i will not be sharing what they are…but they will be hitting the net soon enough i guess…

also on a side note, i am really enjoying the discussion site i found and shared with you all in my last blogpost…there are many deep thinkers there, and for the most part, everyone is very civil, but straight forward, with only one exception i have found so far from one who distorts what everyone says(many have called him on it), and he responds by saying he is trying to make people think…wow,….it is funny how deceived people can make themselves when they think they are somehow smarter then everyone else…lol….

it is like tripping through blog land and going to the atheist sites…everyone of them acts like they think they are such an individual…lol..almost all of them think they are so hip and original, when in fact, they sound just as silly as the next atheist does…and offer nothing but blantant proof of their own lack of understanding and calling it “the authority of science”…it is funny…no matter how outragous they sound, they all claim…”i am a scientist”…lol…like that somehow makes what they say credible and all should listen to them because they make that claim…and those types usually have a picture of themselves trying to look like some sage of the ages or something…bwahahahahaha….silly!…

but i have also found some very good blogs with intelligent thinkers from both sides of the aisle…yes even atheist who atleast acknowledge they do not know and admit science has not proven or disproven anything in regard to the existence of GOD…so there are some, though few, who can speak truthfully on the issue, without their GOD-hating blather shining through…

that alone is refreshing…also i have found some very good and cool CHRISTian blogs that have very deep discussions and maybe i can share them someday…one is very much into true grace, and the author is very capable of discussing and proving it with the holy book….

i have even found a very good blog by an iranian lady…she offers much insight into many things and though a muslim…i think she offers wisdom and a fresh point of view on world issues facing all of us….even if she just post pictures, i have never left her blog without finding myself contemplating something i have never given much thought to before..

it is amazing what one finds when they take the time to actually listen to someone else and not try to be some elitist-acting know it all who thinks only they know how to think and must teach everyone else to think like they do…what is more, those types are usually the most far fetched, filled with nonsense posters out there….

please though, if you have time, pay a visit to one of my fav’s…”dandelion salad”..i know it might be a little left for many of you, but they have some great articles there and give much to consider….

so in other words…after visiting myspace and seeing how hard of a place it is to get around in, and reflecting on all the friends i have made here at wordpress, i have decided not to move my blog to myspace, but to continue  posting here as the LORD allows…

thanks to all who stop by here and read my blog(for whatever reason)…

may HIS eternal light shine on everyone of you…GOD be praised….

April 28, 2008 Posted by wordsseldomsaid | Uncategorized | | 4 Comments

good site for spiritual discussion….

i have in the last few weeks, joined several sites that are available for discusion, and unlike certain sites, are not havens for active pedophiles…who are not just welcome, with their sick comments and request to have children come to the site so they can…talk…

but here is a very good one…it doesn’t allow the unie crowd as the universalist are not capable of intelligent discussion anyway, and after repeated warnings and being called down for name calling and personal attacks…the site finally had to just say enough of the trash and take out the garbage…

it is a very active site with hundreds of people a day getting involved and no matter what time one goes there, there is always a discussion going on and though i just now joined, i have been reading there regularly for over a month now and not once have i seen any real trouble or bitterness among the members…

http://www.christiandiscussionforums.org/v/index.php

if you happen to be interested in a good place to study and grow, give it a visit..

 also, i will be closing this blog soon after repeated urgings from friends to cross over to myspace, i have decided to go there….it has been fun and i will still be posting here for the next couple weeks, so do continue to stop by…thanks to all who have taken the time to stop by and read or comment…

April 24, 2008 Posted by wordsseldomsaid | Uncategorized | | No Comments

ok: in hindsight maybe i should have just punished the kid for being disrespectful…

i think his little pump up speech caused me to hurt myself…i am hoping it is just a pulled muscle…

April 23, 2008 Posted by wordsseldomsaid | Uncategorized | | No Comments